10 5 / 2012
Dumb me
There are so many men wanting me, why the fuck can’t you be one of them and if not… why the fuck i’m not able to let them love me?
10 5 / 2012
Don’t bother… it’s not you, it’s me.
I will never be the woman you fall in love with three years ago. That’s the sad part of the story.
I read some of your ex-files, you seem to be so happy with her and so wishful. You’d never been so happy with me. I don’t remember the last time you said you want me so badly.
I’m not blaming you, maybe you changed, maybe you don’t love that way anymore, maybe we became more like old friends or maybe i’m just not the right woman for you, i don’t know but you were talking to her like you never talked with me, to me, about us. That hurts so bad because i thought what we had was the most special moment of your life… it wasn’t, you were happier with her and you wished her much more after years.
I cried last night, i cried because you made me become another woman, a woman you won’t be able to love, that’s why you are acting so wierd and i’m being so unhappy.
But i need that flaming love in my life again. I need it badly.
01 5 / 2012
let me go
I got this jones forming in my bones.. from a man
Who indeed took over my soul, understand?
I couldn’t breathe if he ever said he would leave,
Get on my knees till they bloody red, baby please
See I don’t know if you get it yet, just don’t know
He’s like the lighter to my cigarette… watch me smoke
I never knew another human life
(Didn’t know) can have the power to take over mine,
Let me go!
20 4 / 2012
"You know… you never really give up on love. You just get tired to force it and force yourself not to want it."
06 4 / 2012
Sometimes i want… sometimes i don’t
At times I’d like to break you
and drive you to your knees
At times I’d like to break through
and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
and I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
and I’ve watched love pass you by
At times I think we’re drifters
still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty’s too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
(Source: lyricsfreak.com)
